Its not over yet

After my relationship with the love of my life took another turn a couple of months ago,I felt as though the world was crushing under my feet. Life stopped and for weeks I was buried in sorrow and grief. Life no longer had any meaning, I had for along time pegged my happiness on a passing cloud. Many weeks later my life seems to be taking a new turn,the smile that seemed elusive is slowly coming back.Life has suddenly turned out to be so beautiful than I ever imagined before. My camera lens has become my best buddy and through it I continue meeting wonderful people with hearts of gold. Every moment I capture reminds me that I have a purpose in life. Today I look out and see life in a different breathe and with every turn I am amazed by the beautiful and awesomeness God has placed in my path of life. It is by no surprise that I have once again come to learn who my true friends are. There were so many people I thought would stand by me and say this was the way bro but they only said how sad they were and left. I may never be able to wholly trust again but I know that I will be faithful and Loyal in what I do best. I have no regrets whatsoever. I did everything I could to save us. I used every bit of wisdom and courage that I could to bring us back. All I did was done to the best of my knowlegde. If for any reason I failed or did any wrong I continually ask God for forgiveness. I know I have a long way to go and I will carry myself through hoping that someday there will be some light at the end of the tunnel. God help me to be a better person. Keep me whole and keep me faithful to the promise. You know why today has to be the way it is and in you I trust that my tomorrow will be a better day despite the storm.